Sunday, July 5, 2009

Indulge Me...Tribute to Andy Roddick's body

I know that most of my readers are male and strait, so you probably won't dig this post too much. Sorry. I promise to do another post for you soon that is more to your liking.

Today, however, I feel compelled to give special props to Andy Roddick. The man just played the best tennis of his life against the best tennis player EVER....I felt badly for him today when he lost and felt compelled to give him props Jane style.

Andy is one gorgeous hunk of man. Don't ya think? I do...

Look at those balls! LOL...












I would love to have Andy peering at me from over the net like this. Look at that little snarl on his lips...grrrrrrrr. Yeah, baby!


Enjoy, ladies....I know I am!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

How does this grab you? HNT!

As she sat on the couch with her laptop on her lap, she dreamed of meeting him for the first time. He had been teasing her with his eloquence and his passion. His words and a couple of photos was all she had of him. But that was more than enough to make her ache for him, to make her wet and agitated.

She pulled up an email he had sent to her with a photo of himself. His gorgeous, ripped, body and beautiful smile melter her. As she re-read how hard he had been for her early in the day, she felt a familiar throbbing between her legs. She listened to a song he had asked her to get and it stirred her even more....
"Give me a reason to love you
Give me a reason to be ee, a woman
I just wanna be a woman"
She laid her head back for a moment and closed her eyes, letting the music wash over her. She thought about what it would be like to have him there touching her. Her hands began to creep up her sides, softly touching her torso, then her breasts. Her nipples were already hard from just the thought of him. Imagining that it was his hands, she gently caressed herself, slowly but firmly, the way she thought he might.
"So don't you stop, being a man
Just take a little look from our side when you can
Sow a little tenderness
No matter if you cry"
She moaned just a bit and cupped her tits firmly in each hand, her pussy getting more and more wet with each stroke. She ached for him and it was torture.

What would it feel like to have him on top of her, his weight consuming her, his scent surrounding her? Would his skin be hot? How would his hips move as he slid in and out of her? How would his arms feel as he hovered over her, as she caressed them and then his shoulders and his chest? Would he moan for her as he came inside of her? Would his lips taste as delicious as she imagined?

Would his whisper sound as sweet?
"For this is the beginning of forever and ever
Its time to move over... ..."

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

The New Guy - Part 1

I walk into the office on a typical Monday. Not so happy to be here, as usual, but kind of looking forward to seeing some of the folks I work with. We do have fun together, despite living in a cube world together 5 days a week. We often go out for drinks after work and there are sometimes some office shenanigans to liven things up. But it's still a Monday...uhg.

I throw my bag down on my desk and immediately start thinking about my first cup of coffee. I hear a presence in the cube across the way which I thought was strange since it had been an empty cube for a while, but then I remember that the new guy is starting today. I take a deep breath before I turn around, dreading that it might some new pain in the ass guy that I'm going to have to deal with now. Oh well. Let's see what cube life has in store for me now.

As I start to turn around to say hello, I find myself hesitating. I can only see him from the back right now, but the form sitting in the chair is clearly a well-built one. With blond hair and a nice physique, things are looking up already.

"Hey there," I say, introducing myself. "I'm Jane. Welcome to the rat hole."

He turns around to face me and I immediately loose my breath. "Hi, I'm Wes! Nice to meet you, Jane." He has a British accent, good lord, help me.

His bright, warm eyes immediately grab my attention but it's not long before his smile really takes over. As he reaches out to shake my hand, I find myself getting strangely nervous. I can't remember the last time a guy, especially one as young as this, has made me feel nervous. I catch myself kind of staring at him for a moment, but luckily I come to my senses. His grip is firm, strong, kind.

"So you're the new guy?" I ask lamely. "I guess nobody told you about the casual dress code." He is wearing a shirt and tie, which I find very cute and sweet. Our office, however is a bit more casual than that and he's the only one who so dressed up.

"Nope. I guess I should have asked." He smiled, a tad bit embarrassed perhaps.

"No worries. Just let me know if you need anything. I'm right here."

"Thanks, Jane. I appreciate it."

We went back to our respective cubes but not before I sneak a look at his ass. Wow. My pulse quickens. Perfect.

The morning goes by quickly except for the sound of numb nuts a couple of cubes over chomping on his chips with his mouth open AGAIN. Ug. I find myself glancing over periodically at Wes. He seems so laid back and comfortable. I think I'm going to like having him here.

Over the next few days I notice that I'm actually looking forward to getting into work. I must admit that I also find myself paying extra attention to what I wear each day; I seem to be choosing shirts that are tighter and lower cut than normal. Wes and I begin to get to know each other little by little. He smiles a lot and is so very sweet. I learn that he has a weakness for candies and I enjoy bringing little treats in for the new guy.

I notice that he appreciates the attention I'm giving him and I also notice that he seems to like the bit of cleavage that I bring to the office each day. He tries so hard to look me in the eye, but the poor guy can't help it sometimes. I'm not making it easy on him as I lean over his shoulder every now and again to help with some of his work. I wonder to myself if he is as turned on by that as I am.

As the weeks go by, we get to be better acquainted and we often go with a group of co-workers to a bar for some drinks after work. We get to know each other even better there as I am able to let my hair down a bit and we both relax in a social setting. He is a really sweet guy and he seems to be really smart as well. All of that with his body and his British accent and I find myself unable to stop thinking about him sometimes.

One morning I come in to work looking especially nice. It is Friday and I know we are all going out after work again and so that morning I decide to step it up a notch. I wear a pair of of my best tight, faded jeans, a form fitting purple top with a plunging neckline and pair of killer heals to make my ass look even better. I know it is an instant success as I catch Wes' head snap into a double take when I say good morning. He is looking right at my ass as I bend over my desk to put some things away and the smile actually leaves his face for a moment. I think he may actually be stunned. I take my time, giving him ample opportunity to soak it all in. It is then that I realize I need to move this along.

I go over to his cube and lean up against his desk. My tight ass perches nicely on his work surface and he looks up at me with a smile. "So how are you liking it here now that you've had some time to adjust?" I ask.

"It's better than I thought it would be, actually" he says. "I'm really enjoying the work and the people."

"Really? Well that's great. We like having you here, too. Well, I guess I should only speak for myself. I like having you here."

"Wow. Thanks, Jane." His smile is killing me.

"Yep, the view from across the way has significantly improved since you showed up." My HR person would kill me if she heard me say that. Good thing she's not around. He smiles a bit nervously, but I can tell he's enjoying the attention. The slight bulge in his pants tells me so. I lean over towards him just a bit so that I can whisper, very aware that I have now given him a clear shot down my blouse. "I'd like to get to know you better, Wes. Maybe we can have lunch or something today?"

"I'd like that, Jane."

It is going to be an interesting day!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Return of the Heat HNT


It has been way too long since I've let myself come here and write about the sexy thoughts that run through my brain and pulse through my body. It has been a very interesting month, this month of June, 2009. I have had some experiences that I never thought I would have and am at a crossroads in my marriage. The next 6+ months will most likely be life altering for me and regardless of which way things go, I am working towards whatever way will be truly best for me and the people that I love the most in the world.

I have great support from a few people, but unfortunately they are all miles away....I'm grateful to have each of them and each of them plays a unique roll in my well being.

I need to get back to the rawness of the sexuality that I feel. It has been overshadowed by heavy emotion lately, but it is still there burning hot.

And so I'll start here on this beautiful HNT.....I hope you all are having a beautiful summer!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Hard Court

The sun is warm on my bare legs and the grass is cool under my skirt as I sit on the lawn, waiting for your match to begin. The breeze feels nice across my bare arms; I'm soaking up the late spring sun.

You begin your warm ups and I watch every move you make. The footwork, the powerful serves, the strength combined with agility. You are every jock lovers dream. I feel so lucky to be here, watching you. There are at least 30 other very sexy young men all around, other players and coaches and any other time I would be in cougar heaven. But I only have eyes for you today.

As the match begins, I settle in and enjoy the pace. Watching your gorgeous legs and your tight ass move back and forth around the base line mesmerizes me. When you serve, you shoulders are strong and sure. It is poetry watching your body move across the court.

I will wake tomorrow morning knowing that you are again on the court, wishing so badly that I could be there, watching your every move, and being the one you seek out after your match is over.

But tonight, I will fall asleep dreaming of what it would be like to be laying there with you in your bed. Your body at rest, your skin so warm and smooth. Waking up with you next to me, glancing up into your eyes and not having to say a word to know what comes next.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Am I dreaming? Or is this real?

There it is....that moment I've been waiting for. You are sitting next to me, looking me in the eyes. There is no doubt what is about to happen. My heart is pounding. You have no idea how nervous I am, how turned on I am in that moment. I think about all of the weeks (has it been months?) that we have been talking about this.

And there you are, sitting next to me on the bed. And we lean in towards each other...our lips meet for the first of many times. I can hardly breath from the pleasure building inside of me. You lay me back, kissing me, leaving no doubt that you want me. You take your shirt off and again, I loose my breath. Your body is now hovering over me like a god coming down from heaven.

I feel the weight of your body on top of mine. Your cock rock hard and bulging through your cargo shorts...

The pleasure consumes me...everything is a blur....until the moment when our bare bodies are intertwined and I am drawn to the heat of your cock that is just aching to have my lips wrapped around it. I look up at your beautiful face, your smile tells me I'm headed in the right direction. That smile...that smile that I will carry in my fantasies for years to come. You know the one I'm talking about. Yeah, THAT one.

And then the licking, the sucking, the stroking, the teasing, the caressing...the swallowing...

Over and over again.

And this morning I awake and wonder if it was real, or was it just a dream? A very wonderful dream?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Reflection

I've been relatively absent lately but I have so much to write about. I just find myself spending so much more of my "free" time on Twitter these days. There are some really great people hanging out there and having really interesting, and sexy conversations.

I'm still struggling with my emotions getting involved. I am, by nature, someone who can connect with people relatively easily and I also tend to feel things very deeply. I care about people a lot, I find many different kinds of people interesting and attractive. This has led me to form some relationships with people that I had not expected to find. My life is better for them to this point, I just wonder how much complexity I can handle.

I am feeling things inside of me that I have never felt before. Yearnings, desires, curiosities. I feel alive for the first time in so many years. It is wonderful and a little frightening here and there.

The next few weeks are going to be interesting ones for me. My son is graduating from high school and I've been a lot more emotional about that than I thought I would. It is a good thing, though. I am actually feeling a bit liberated by the experience and although it is a right of passage that means he will be leaving the nest very soon, I also feel like I'm ready to be something other than a Mom.

And so, I continue my journey toward self-discovery. Along the way I am making connections that not only satisfy my curiosity, but also help me learn about my true self.